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My "Wohngemeinschaft"-Life in the psychiatry began with a bird that was suddenly there. It did not want to fly in freedom but came to me in the darkest night. I did understood him or her so perfectly.
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My "Wohngemeinschaft"-Life in the psychiatry began with a bird that was suddenly there. It did not want to fly in freedom but came to me in the darkest night. I did understood him or her so perfectly. The table was (gedeckt) everyday.... Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday... And than the freedom of speech, often funny discussions, in the psychiatry. Everybody seemed to be free to express deepest thoughts und wishes of body and mind/soul. And the men were different from what I feared: they were funny, thoughtful, kind. And I can tell you: without their sense of humour I would never come so far as I am now. Sometimes I wondered: Where is home? Home seemed to be where I could be me completeley free of shame. How sad I became being unable to live this standard in my older relationships in "Life One" in "Universe One". Because I have some insight in "Second Life" in the "Paralluniversum". But this sounds too positivly, I feared for my life, I was scared to death. But it never came to this point. I never did want to kill myself! The long dark winter nights in Germany are hard, especcially as german with a fascist history in family (grandfather). Now the first blossoms of spring give me hope again and I hope fort he best of all possible worlds as Leibniz would have put it.
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